| VICTORIA CHAN THUANG HUI |
[Nov. 13th, 2009|12:44 am] |
VICTORIA CHAN THUANG HUI. SORRY AH MUM ABIT BLUR AH. you dont make so much NOISE i blogging about you for the whole stinking world to see.
Vic ah, you know how much i love you right. you know i would be willing to wait outside in the rain barefoot to give you a brolly. you know i would be willing to walk you to the busstop and wait for you mummy even though i very sleepy. you know i would be willing to listen to you whine on and on and on and on and on and on about your incomplete iandr which is complete nao. you know i would be willing to lose my voice over guitarhero just to let you sing the monotone parts. you know i would be willing to make myself feel like a jukebox just for you. you know i would be willing to show you all the hot guys i know for you to criticise and insult. you know i would be willing to tell you all my eyecandies and crushes and my future boyfriend even if i knew he wouldnt be good enough for you. you know i would be willing to eat a gooooood cup of FROYO with you. (froyo rockx) you know i would be willing to be a house maid who foregoes golf just to off the light when youre doing IT. hehehhe horny time. you know i love you ttmz.
vic ah we've been friends since forever. since i saw you like a tart in your mum;s shop going MUMMY CAN I HAVE SOME MONEY. and i swear i did not make that up. i lurbezxz eu veri muchoxz.
and hello, woman can you plan sleepover at yours soon. a totally kick ass one that will blow me away, wooooooooooooooo. i'm sure you did totally awesome on your interview today hehehe. i cannot wait to see you again.
walau i very tired vic. i going to sleep soon, i hope you dream of me like i going to dream of you.
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| i havent blogged in so long. |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|12:12 am] |
So many things have happened over the past few days. i shant need to elaborate. oh all i can say is 'm pretty excited that pw is gonna finish soon, like in less than 12 hours which mean i have to sleep soon. and all the camps coming out, gonna be an absolut blast. i am so tired nao, i'm staying awake on lethargy. oh what can i say i love icecream sundays with my favourite poo, and becky! my birthday is next month. i reallllly want a new ipod and a camera.
this post has been really random, and oh i think 'm getting uglier every day. |
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| today i spent my day |
[Oct. 22nd, 2009|09:36 pm] |
Crying. When i saw the OP prelim schedule the date just didnt click with me. 26oct. 26 oct. 26 oct. the date seemed, so near yet so far. it seemed like a normal average typical day. but turn the words around, next monday, next monday, next monday. and then it clicked. bangkok. i wouldnt be back from my planned shopping trip. the trip i was looking so forward to. the trip i was even willing to forego the receiving of my promo results. the trip i was willing to go to miss the camp meeting on sunday. the trip i had been waiting for, for such a long time.
it clicked, and it hurt, alot.
calling mummy, i was shaking. inside and out. it was impossible to type the words out. "Mummy, i cant go bangkok anymore. The school scheduled an important pw thing on monday. Ask Keefe to take my place can?"
it was the most difficult message i ever had to send out. the send button, seemed like a big hurdle i had to overcome.i thought my life was over.
i spent the whole day in a blur. crying, laughing, worrying, crying. it was horrible for the people around me too.
in the end, He made a way, the tour agency allowed me to extend my air ticket to March. meaning that anytime i wanted to fly down to bangkok for a shopping trip i could. He gave me the slightest glimmer of hope when i was feeling down. He gave me a miracle when i thought i lost my way. He was there.
When i heard the news, I never felt happier.
but marissa doesnt know the news yet. |
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